i have been in bed for ages trying to sleep but i could not!! i am pissed of i spilt red paint on my carpet!! a blue carpet and not a little bit a whole can!!!!!!
i finished with my boyfriend a week ago today and u know what i ain't missed him once
ok ok i will stop lying to myself i have missed him like madness but its for the best he is such a waste of space and dragged me down i don't think i am missing him i think i am missing having someone there i know it sounds bad but its the truth!!
i don't know what to do with myself a strange feeling! am i here i once wrote a poem i cant remember it all but i know some lines
how can i die if i am already dead
how can i live if i don't know how to live
how can i cry if i don't feel the tears
i cant be happy if i don't hear the laughter
this is not about me feeling like i want to die!!! ooohhhhh nooooo its about not knowing how u feel not knowing the right way to go.
now i am just droning on and on lol
who knows i might go to sleep soon fingers crossed!!!
night night